Saturday, January 13, 2007
Really sad at first cos my tuition clashed with fusion.
I actually thought of leaving halfway during tuition without telling her(say go visit grandmother in hospital lol)My mum won't know n i can go fusion.
But that would be wasting her money.
If i were to do the right thing then i would not be able to go fusion.
If i were to lie to my mum then i would be able to go.
Suddenly thought of one of my cell leaders asking me to love God n hate sin.
I chose to tell my mum n asked if i could change tuition.
Had a big quarrel with her cos of that.
So i thought i could'nt go fusion loh.
Its not easy to do the right thing and ive been struggling with that
I did the right thing but i not sure if it was worth it.
I still did'nt feel happy or anything.
Prayed really hard.
Things changed.
After tuition,found out that fusion started later at like 6.30 or so.
I could actually make it but abit late la.
Called Paul,he said that he would be there abit late too.
Met Paul and Tania at starbucks.
Den we went fusion.
I should actually learn to trust in God and believe that everything would go well.
changeme.
11:56 PM
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